Vivi's journey of love (fiction)

A girl named Vivi who is 17 years old joined a Muslim organisation at her campus. It's called Rohis. She met so many new friends there. Mostly the people in Rohis are older than Vivi. Only a couple of other students that are at the same age as her.
Her friends are all very friendly. Even though Vivi is younger than them, they still want to be friends with her. The president of Rohis is called brother Willy. He is a nice and funny guy, but Vivi thinks he sometimes can be VERY serious. Well, actually brother Willy is very kind and nice. He is getting married soon yeeyyy :D (he's 30 already :P)
She learns so many new things in Rohis. She enjoys it A LOT. She gets to create a lot of events and it involves talking to other members of the organisation.

Vivi has been a part of Rohis for a while now. She is a normal girl just like her firends. There comes a time, where Vivi feels something different in her heart. She starts to admire one of her colleagues in Rohis!! She doesn't actually want to keep this feeling. She tries soooo many times to let go of it. But she always fails. She loves him. She wants him to be her future husband in the future. Too early to think about it don't you think? She is only 17! but that's where we can see, that she is mature, in her own way.

The guy Vivi admires is called brother Sammy. he is way older than Vivi. He is 25! 8 years difference there! But it doesn't matter for Vivi, she knows that brother Sammy will be a good husband in the future. Brother Sammy is not really handsome. and that's not a problem at all for Vivi. because she looks at his heart, his religion. He is a very good muslim. He doesn't look like he is alim, but actually he is. He reads Qur'an fluently, he solats everyday, he fasts during Ramadan, etc. brother Sammy is also very funny. way funnier than brother Willy, actually. brother Sammy makes jokes A LOT. mybe this is one of the reason Vivi falls for him..

The thing that worries Vivi is, she doubts that brother Sammy has the same feeling towards her. It doesn't matter for her, now. because she doesn't wanna pacaran at all. she doesn't wanna cross Alloh's boundaries. and she is sure that if brother Sammy actually loves her for the sake of Alloh, he wouldn't ask her to be his girlfirend because Alloh prohibits pacaran. Vivi worries that he would get married very soon with other woman. she is aware that he is 25 already. about time to get married. Vivi hopes, really hopes that he would wait for her for another 5 years.. when vivi is ready to become a wife of brother Sammy.

brother Sammy doesn't know about her feelings. Vivi doesn't want him to know.
She doesn't wanna ruin their friendships. She'd rather love him in silence..
yes, loving him in silence is better.. even if it hurts...

-to be continued